.​.​.​, the musical

by sun riah

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    recorded in a bedroom with a shitty mic, a tired and worn harp, a broken ukulele, and a lot of love and sadness.

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recorded in a bedroom with a shitty mic, a tired and worn harp, a broken ukulele, and a lot of love and sadness.

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released September 18, 2014

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Track Name: constant (the song on the porch)
i am constant. i am a constant question mark.
i am sadness. sadness and fallen apart.
I'm just heavyhearted and sad, sad thoughts
I trusted you, but somehow you forgot

and in your eyes the stars seemed
cast down by rays of everything
i was bewildered at the tone of your face
when i heard you say my name
you let me lay on clothes beside you
and i hollowed out my face to invite you
to fill the open space
but you made me a disgrace

i am constant. i am a constant question mark.
i am sadness. sadness and fallen apart.
i'm just heavyhearted and sad, sad thoughts
i trusted you, but somehow you forgot
i trusted you, but somehow you forgot
i trusted you, but somehow you forgot
Track Name: sad smile
train rolling through
my open wound
and my backyard is an empty
parking lot

and we at large
are living in our cars
and the sidewalk is lonely

so i move downtown but
everyone one around is
scurrying, scurrying, scurrying
away

from our five year old vow of
standing our ground in the face
of a hollow crowd

we would go down to the stream and build a log bridge over the creek. our fast and steady feet carving paved street.
chubby hands chasing autumn leaves fading into old receipts that scream

killed a man
killed the land
with our own defeat.
with our own conceit.

lost my footing in a web of empty face.
i know i was meant to be a body.
lost my footing in a web of empty face.
i know we were meant to be some body.
a body in a web of empty face.
a body in a web of empty face.
a body in a web of empty face.
Track Name: for dorian
don't think i am strong enough for this world
friends say its just an
excuse for the continued use
of this bottle as a shield for
my heart
a fragile kitten i couldn't
protect
a precious life i couldn't
accept
between life givers and life takers
where do i fit?
Track Name: for simps (part 1)
here right now. made it here somehow. wonder
where my heart fell. must be down
that wishing well. isn’t that
bad, but there must be more
to be had. wonder if my heart knows just
how much my love’s
grown. and you. and I . mixed
make the water brown.
isn’t that bad, but there’s much more
to be had. wonder if my heart knows just
how much my love’s grown.
and I do. find it hard. to
guard myself. and I do
lose some time. with this.
Love.
but I have found a place in my heart
for you. and I don’t want to let go of this
open wound. and when I think of the color
blue. i will sink deep in myself and reminisce on
me and you.

for simplicity's sake
grow old with me
and for goodness sake
don't let me be without
your solid knees
i have come to ache for
your solid knees
to ground me

for simplicity's sake
grow old with me
and for goodness sake
don't let me be
without your solid knees
to ground me

must we pulse and pump
explore and floor our love
for the sake of me must
i run away
into this wondrous space

or for simplicity's sake
can i learn to love
your sweet embrace?
Track Name: for simps (part 2)
isn't that bad
but there must be more to be had
wonder where my heart fell.
must be down that wishing well.

and i find it hard to guard myself and i do
lose some time
with this love.

but i have found a place in my heart for you. and
i'm not ready to let go of this open wound. and when i
reflect on the color blue i will sink deep in myself
and reminisce on.
but i have found a place in my heart for you. and
i'm not ready to let go of this open wound. and when i reflect on the color blue i will sink deep in myself and reminisce on.
but I have found a place in my heart for you.
and I'm not ready to let go of this
open wound. And when I think of the color blue.
but i have found a place in my heart for you.
and i’m not ready. i’m not ready to let go. of. you.